because i need some inspiration

I just took a quick glimpse on.. notes I wrote (not seen by anyone) a while ago. And it’s funny, because. I am not 100% sure that I wrote them. I think i did. I mean, I’m pretty sure I did but what i wrote sounded so poetic and poignant.

and i guess, it just baffles me sometimes to think that I thought, I felt that way.

Once again, I am vague with details but details is not important in this matter. It’s an overall general awe that… a entire year can change you, or rather you change entirely in one year.

I don’t know. I’m looking for inspiration, it’s a reverse role now.  I never really looked for inspiration in the past. It… always comes to me, it hits me when I see things that make me feel humane. But lately, everything has been such a routine, i need… someone/something to remind me of who i was.

i feel like i need the girl back in 2008. Just because i need some inspiration. I’m just amazed at how much I can forget and in the ability of photography to allow you to remember.

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on a different note: Semester two is looking good. Less hours in classes, more time to shoot.

I have one more set of photos to go for a model then I’ll post images around the interwebs. Keep a look out.

P.S: seriously, someone throw me a bit of inspiration.. :(